I kept repeating my patterns of running away from anything serious.
And so our relationship lacked depth and intimacy.
I was the nice-guy, doing things to please her thinking this is how you keep a relationship.
I just didn't know how to be authentic - how to communicate what I was feeling and needing.
And so over time, the resentment between us grew,we stopped having sex and our relationship fell apart.
After it ended, she immediately started dating someone and that broke me.
I never wanted to be in that position again.
So, I started meditating, quit porn, and attended personal development seminars and workshops.
On my journey of inner-work, I broke through the limiting patterns and beliefs that were sabotaging my relationships.
Leading me to meet Summer, my beloved. And this time the relationship dynamic was completely different.
I started to express my feelings fully, set clear boundaries, and get my needs met in a healthier way.
For the first time in my life, I knew what a deep intimate relationship looked like.